Monday, November 08, 2004


well, i've finally gotten myself to put some of my well over due shit and crap in here. i guess i never really started cause i'm scared i'll prolly never stop once i've started... yes, i'm actually self admitted quite cheong hei and long winded once it comes to putting words down. i bet ppl close to me must have realised that stuff like my smses are indeed quite long... i think. whatever, i think i'm a person who gets pleasure in knowing and giving out details. i don't just wanna know what happened in the end... i dont really care actually, basically i just want the incee weenie bitsy details... that's the fun part man! just like the quote u taught me ji, God is in the Details. yeah it very well is. dont get me wrong that i'm so that much pat/bzbd (which i prolly am anyway) but when u have details ya, u can actually practically feel yourself then and there. it's like ur experiencing it yourself. in life, you cant go through everything yourself... first of all you cant be in everybody's shoe at one time, duh... and there's alot of thing's i think most ppl would rather not try literally... so i guess the next best thing is, rip it off sombody else lar... haha. prolly because of that i feel and think that i'm like really old and already has gone through alot of shit and "life"... i kinda sometimes feel i've gone through more shit than i really actually have... yeah, i'd like to think i'm admitting now to the world that i'm actually just bull shit... i dont really think the shit i've been through is very bad... if i could have survived it, i guess it's prolly not really "proper" bad shit is it? or is it actually about how the shit is supposed to be taken? or thrown back? or swallowed? it's quite a wonder sometimes... how do ppl actually rate how bad a piece of shit is anyway? like to some ppl ya, breaking a nail is really bad shit... and to some, they've been molested by their entire freakin' family! hmmm... sounds quite disturbing huh... but that's just life i guess. brain tired for now... thanks to alot of exercise for the past few days actually... ;p~ will continue some other time. hmmm... not as bad as i thought... as in cheong hei lar... *yawn*... *piak* (some saliva ejaculates to the screen) nites. =)


  1. Errr.. whats with the shit stuff? You're trying to be like Shanon Ahmad is it? He wrote a book called "Shit!" or something once @_@
    Whatever it is, its somewhat a bomb start for your blogging life :) Congrats and I hope to be seing more "Shit" along the way :) Cheers!

    -= Deth =-