Tuesday, December 28, 2004

pee! pleeeease!

hewwo here i am back again... yeah i know it's kinda quick for my standards haha. =) oh well, whatevaaaa... hmmm... anyways, i'm here once again at wan wan's place... he's sleeping 2 or 3 feet away, BUT is NOT snoring YET haha. what an acheivement! =p still luv ya bro! =) just came from lynettes' after i couldn't pass her sister joy's offer to watch a sad, sad, tearfalling, sappy soppy sobby or whatever korean movie. man i havent cried like that for ages haha. the movie's called "windstruck". really nice movie to watch especially when u really like put urself into the tv or movie sort of thing. really made me cry like a... ermm... baby? but then again, i am a cry baby. i can cry watching an ad haha. but i do laugh easily too! =)



anyways... what am i doing here again at cheng wan's u might wonder? no, dont worry. i'm not a pe-do-fil (dunno how to spell lar) nor am i into incest. =) i'm here waiting til it's 6 something so that i can go to mandy's place and wake her up and get her pee, and let her get back to sleep again... yes, u heard me right. pee as in pee pee, wee wee, shee shee or just urine hehe. =) yeah, i got a medical check up later at 9 so that's where it's going hehe. no, not for drinking or any other purposes which might have to do with me. =) why i need the pee? guess lar... cos i just got my period so i don't wanna be embarrassed when i bring the pee out with bits of blood in it... =) hehe... duh. if u really believed that then a pat on ur back now for ur good perception of me. thanks! =)) anyway, i like just only got the container to keep it not too long ago, as usual, last minute... oh ya.. got to thank her for looking and getting it for me... THANKS LYNETTE!!! ur a sweetie! muacks! =) she got a perfect container for me... it's like the little plastic ones u can keep sauce in it.. like chicken rice's chilli sauce or something... so it'll be much easier for mandy to pee inside haha. okok.. stop scringing ur face... i know it sounds digusting. =) oh well, wish me luck that i'll get away with it!!! =) thanks. hehe.



i was quite very happy today...

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anyway, there's one thing that's been skipping around this pea brain of mine for quite a while. i've finally gotten down to pinning it down. it's actually when ur in a state where u kinda of having something that makes u happy but u dont it want fully... the thing is, why wouldnt someone want all of something that makes them happy? hmmm.. maybe it's because u know u can lose it anytime, maybe cos u dont know what will happen next, maybe it's the moments which ur afraid would be different, maybe ur just too selfish or even maybe just too generous? haha. but then again, it's just me. i guess i like to see it in a way that i like the thrill of not getting enough grip, excitement of the unknown, pleasures of the moment , enjoyment at no expense or maybe just not selfish enough to want it for me and only me alone. well, maybe it's just for now, maybe it's not. dont know and dont wanna know. as usual, life going with the flow. haha. yay! i finally got it out in a more understandable way. i like blogs man. i always seem to have a problem getting out shit that's going thru my black hole and being able to erase, edit and alter really helps alot. hehe.



btw, did u notice that the fonts r in the colour of pee? ermm... well at least MY pee... hehe.



oh, cheng wan's started to snore already... yay! at least i dont have to worry bout falling asleep haha! it's 5.41am on wan's computer clock... got a lil while more to go. guess i'll leave to mandy's at 6.30 or so... scared jam jam lar.





anyway,

wrist's painful liao.





8 comments:

  1. There's like 2 main body of your "notes" for today.. one was the main one (the pee + you + mandy + a lil' of cheng wan) and the second one was about.. a state of confusion. Honestly, I loved the second block. Its lovely, keep writing more abt that and you'll find me as the most loyal customer of your blog *lol*. Anyways, see ya around :)

    Deth

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  2. llalalallalallalalalalalaalala
    muahahhaahahah

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  3. I'm somebody also ar.. who's asking anyways >_>

    Deth

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  4. hmmm... okok... stop fighting children... kekekeke... =) whatever, whoever, anything lar... hehehe... =)

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  5. oi fren, when u want to post an update la? I'm bored edi ronda inside here and see that there's nothing new to read

    Deth

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